p/s ; Saya dah minta maaf . Badly , maaf tak diterima malah ditolak
dengan kemarahan . okay , thank you so much , goodbye .

Hari ini tak pergi sekolah . penyakit datang kembali .
hey sick-ness , boleh kau pergi jauh jauh tak ?
aku tak suka kau lah , kau tak tahu malu ke singgah
kat tempat orang if orang tu tak suka kau ?
haha , bergaduh dengan penyakit ;)

Agak rugi kot tak datang harini . tak dapat saksi kan
pergaduhan kat sekolah tu . macam mana agak nya
mereka kan ? siapa menang , siapa kalah pun aku tak tahu .
nak juga tengok mereka gaduh . dua dua kawan aku ,
so SEDIKIT lucky aku tak datang . kejap lagi dua dua
tarik muka sebab sebelah kan pihak lain . hmmmmm ,
apa guna nya pergaduhan ? exercise xDD

Ada orang nak lepak rumah harini . dia pun tak pergi sekolah
jugak . mak dia balik kampung , cousin dia pergi sekolah .
so nak lepak rumah aku . oh tak boleh ! mama ada .
awak tu jantan . kalau perempuan , tak kisah :)
lagipun , aku takut dengan kau . kau menyeram kan .
minta maaf . haha :DD

last night texting F . berakhir dengan kesedihan dan kekecewaan .
haha . ternyata , dia memang tak tahu pujuk perempuan lah .
aku kuat touching , ya , mengaku . dia pulak tak pandai pujuk ,
tapi dengan dia dia sekali kuat touching . how laa ?
hmmmm , ingat aku nak mengalah ke ? no no no , weckk ;Pp

DUTA-CINTA ANTARA KITA . now playing :)
mula-mula dapat tahu lagu niy pun dari page fariz .
saje je nak dengar2 , lepas tu bila fikir means lagu tu ,
best pula . haha , you should try it :)

open this link ; heish , F*ck !
http://bbcatlover.blogspot.com/2009/12/tomboy-pengkid-lesbian-semuanya-melayu.html

Fyy kata ; " jamilkucingcat lah bgai,kesah pulak aku monyet kau
pkai tudong sekalipun? "
Que kata ; " MARI GEGAR SAME TU ORG TUA LAHANAT TA PAYAH HIDOP LG BAGOS MNYUSAH KAN ORG "

haha , saya sokong xD

niy vyy pulak nak kata sikit ! yerrr , bajet bajet bagus je orang tua tuuu . duduk depan mcd bb , sound sound anak dara orang , fikir diri bagus sangat je dengan kucing kau tuuuu . nak jaga tepi kain orang tu kejadah nya ? bodoh punya orang tua , duduk rumah tengok tv lah wehhh -.-

p/s ; nak boyfriend :)

You are the best kiss-er ,
you are the best hug-er ,
you are the best person ,
you are the best medicine ,
you are the best doctor ,
you are the best nurse ,
you are the best wound operator ,
you are the best dream about ,
you are the best hobbies spent ,
you are the best husband ,
you are the best among the best in the
world . rindu kamu sayang kamu :)

single is so difficult isnt ? especially when seeing
those people that we love , happy with other people .
at the same time, felicities that he ways , he story
at weself . and he proud of his happy-ness to others people .
we smile, we said congratulation , last but not least , we
also said if he happy, we will happy also when see him happy .
but in heart ? million grief not get issued . whom know ? :)

p/s ; everyword i said is true , this i promise you :)

littlenote; ya , vyy salah , your shadow is always around me .
help please ?

statement ; might he's be unconscious, this statement
are all targeted on him :)

( youuuuuuuuuuuuu , oh youuuuuuuuuuu , dengar takkkkk ? )

I let him go , ya , him . cukup lah dengan apa yang you dah
cakap tuuu . i sakit hati tahu takkk ? orang sayang dia ,
dia buat macam tu , oh , revenge balik memang
macamtu kannn ? :)

wo ai ni de qian nan-you means by ; iloveyou ex-boyfriend .
this is for your information , thank you :)

time agama tadi , i heard something from Aina's and Nurina's
mouth . they make me become SUCK SUCK SUCK !
oh cakap iloveyou kat dia ea ? kenyit2 mata pun ? siap minta
no dia kat ms kannnn ? ohh , bagus betul lah ! macamtu kan kau
cakap aku yang curang dengan kau ? eh belaaaaaa lah wehhhh !
tak tahu ke aku sayang kauuu ? yang budak tu pun bukan
main bangga kau cakap ily kat dia tahu takkk . eh wtf lah !
topic yang ustazah bincang kan tu ,topic yang paling aku suka .
tapi jadi ZERO per ZERO mood . malu ,,

jarang nampak " dia " tadi . jarang juga dia lalu depan mata aku .
nampak macam busy . yang aku pun ke hulu ke hilir . haha ,
sengaja miang miang . injection tak jadi harini . hoyeay , legaaaa :)

Haaa , tengok ! pusher aku jugak yang boleh pakai .
nak harap kan pusher orang lain , apeh pon tak bole !
haha , sayang kau lebeyyyy :)



Naim and Apiz . hey korang ! sumpah tak tahu yang korang bestfriend
do . sorry lah if sebab vyy korang gaduh . rasa bersalah ohh .
vyy just nak kawan dengan semua orang jea , bukan nak kasi semua
orang gaduh . dua2 orang bagi vyy , tak ada yang lebih , tak ada yang
kurang . dua dua sama . dah laaaaa , jangan lah gaduh ;'(

tommorow go to Pandan Jaya , Ampang :)
rindu you pakcikkkkk ^^'

p/s ; balik kampung , tanam jagung ! oke ?
:D

bustard ! becareful with your word , aku ada maruah :)
we stop here , you are too rude to be my bf ! enough said .

p/s : be cool , im okay :')

haha , She help me to story about yesterday ,
i will add some story lahhh , haha , thanks sister ,
you have to back to your hostel, apa salah nya aku manja2 kan?
what I did i do to her ? haha, I lay down on his thighs,
i wear that selendang from her even i know she also cold coz
she just wearin a singlet only . aku terharu , coz she still give me
that selendang :) you know , you are the great sister in the planet :)

ecececeyh , bak kata mama ;
" kalau baik measing2 macam tu lahhhh , kalau dah gaduh tu ,
nak bunuh membunuh ! " hahaha , nak cerita niy , time we all gaduh ,
memang she try to kill me . whoa , this is the truth story lah wehh ,
haha , gila doh =.=" papepun , dia contoh yang terbaik untuk aku .
sayang kau lah , PEPEK x)

im happy ? ya lah , im very happy . thanks mama , papa , abang , ekin :)
acha tak mintak pun celeb birthday niy , sumpah tak kecil hati
kalau tak celeb . haha , thanks tahu korang semua :D:D

Im start to contact him . ya , him . i called him until 5.36 am ! haha ,
im sorry to disturbin your sleep . ah ! dia bukan tidur pun .
tengok bola je lah kerja nya . sampai late2 tidur , lelaki kan :)
apa yang best nya bola ? pelik aku ! haha . you you , thanks maaf kan i .
i minta maaf sangat sangat , sebab i you jadi macam niy . sorry okay ?
i happy sebab you dah contact i balik . happy sangat .

also thank you to 32 of peoples those was wishing for my birthday .
1. Nikkie Lee .
2. Shahrin Hafiz
3. Family
top three :) Hmmm , orang yang aku harap2 kan yang menjadi first wish tu
mana ? mana budak yang janji nak jadi first wishes aku tu ? hmmm ,
first ap , awak jadi yang last tahu takkkkk ? hmm , nothing lahhh ,
atleast you dah wish , lega hati i :)

p/s ; iloveyou <3

Dont hope at something will not happen .

ya , if you ask me to do that , i will then .
i will because i love you and because of your
happy-ness with her ;')
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p/s ; Saya bersyukur , sebab awak masih ingat nama saya :)

Malacca and uluyam cheer up my Chinese new year .
ohh tak lupa , valentines Day :)

Malacca rawkkk , Uluyam bestt ^^


1. yeah , im smoker , so ?
2. red box , suka2 :)
3. pantai klebang , Malacca :)


orang busy BBQ , aku buat niy laahhhhh ,
haha , sunset bhaiiii :)


1. itu saya . haha , pantai klebang , malacca :)
2. mama , papa , saya , angin2 :DD
3. with mokmok . haha , ekingss <3
4. With abang ijan , photographer :)
5. kau tada keje kannnn ? ( zoo malacca )
6. with mama , in front of the wood resort , uluyam :D
7, 8 . with ekings again . main2 air xD
9. itu papa saya . BBQ time :)

benda2 niy memang seronok . tapi kenapa saya masih
ingat dia ? hmmmm , heyy , saya sayang awak lagi ;'(

p/s ; malas tulis , out .

LN ; will close myspace acc .

Today was a sports day for Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Taman Yarl ,
Kuala Lumpur . buat at Stadium Panasonic , Shah Alam . 15 bus was
come for student . ya ,memang panas ! haha . berjalan dengan lancar ,
just too much " drama king " there le . dating tak tentu adat ada ,
pengsan tak tentu hala pun ada , perangai tak serupa bikin pun ada !
haha , saya hanya memerhati dan ada sedikit sakit hati di atas
tingkah laku itu . cehh , ayat akuu . haha :D

nak memberi penekanan dalam bahasa melayu le , sebab paper
exam bahasa melayu intervensi tu dapat markah sial betul .
52 markah , its enough ? erghhh , tak tahu kenapa boleh jadi macam tu .
beza ketara dengan last year . Mr Moothy kata ; " Natassya . awak niy
kedekut sangat nak menyumbang idea la . tulis aje apa yang awak
rasa bagus untuk melengkap kan karangan ni . imbuhan dan kata
kerja awak lemah dan tonggang terbalik "
haha , kan dah free2 ceramah 10 saat ! em , apa2 pun , aku kecewa
dengan markah intervensi ni ;')

berbalik kepada hari sukan , kuning dapat second place ! worhh ,
okay okay lah tuu . aku pun bukan menyumbang tenaga pun . tengok
dan sorak sahaja . bak kata cikgu comel tuuu ; " amirullllllllll "
hahhaha xD

Ada budak tu jadi peterpan for maskod rumah hijauuu . haha ,
comel jea dia . but aku tak nampak clear sangat . didnt bring speck .
cehhhh , boleh lupa pulak . hmmmm , eyyy , i sayang you le
budakk comel :)

di tempat duduk rumah kuning ; aku perlu melakon diri dengan buat2
tak kenal si-dia yang ada kat sebelah tuuu . sorry , keadaan tak
mengizinkan saya untuk bergurau senda dengan awak . hari2 pun
keadaan tak mengizinkan . tahu kan mata2 dan mulu2 kat situ
macam mana ? so plan kita nak bertegur kan sekolah tu terpaksa
dibatalkan lah sayang , sorry :)

Rindu nak lepak dengan geng lama , ohh , diorang cool macam dulu .
buat aku pecah perut . thanks sebab still layan aku macam biasa ,
even aku tahu , aku sangat sombong untuk tahun niy . mintak maaf :)

hmm , to the rumah hijau girl ;
Hoyyyyy , kau nak jealous2 aku dengan dia tu apahal ,
kau ada balak handsome2 , jaga lah elok . tak kan semua kau nak kebas .
kau nak tengok aku dia kea ? kau sibuk nak bf orang kan , so apa salah
nya aku amek balak kau tuhhh . ramai budak dah bengang dengan kau
lah sohai . malu kot aku mengaku yg aku ni kawan kau .
lagipun , aku memang minad kat dia . so ? hmm , kau buat lagi ,
balak kau aku kebas :)

plan ;
I ; babi jea ***** tu ohhh , ramai do budak bengang ngan dia . nak kepoh2
pulak . dah ada balak handsome , jaga je lah . fitnah org macam
gampang .
V ; hmm , habis tu , kau mengadu kat aku , macam lah aku boleh bunuh dia .
I ; tak ada lah , kau suka balak dia kannnn ?
V ; haha , a'ah , kenapa ?
D ; aku cabar kau amek balak dia . boleh ? ala , benda kacang tak kan
tak boleh buat . kau kan dah biasa hal2 macam niy . haha
V ; haha , sial jea . em , tengok lah macam mana , kalau dia berlebih ,
aku on lahhh .
I ; aduh , buat je lah , asal , kau takut ?
V ; dengan dia ? Ya Allah , tolong laaa , tak kuasa nak kecut dengan dia .
D ; So , on lahhh , aku nk sangat tengok reaction dia .
V ; ye laa , kau tengok ea , petik jari jea , balak dia kat aku :)

misi ini kana berjalan bila2 yang saya mahu . haha . aku tahu ,
benda niy tak baik , dosa musnah kan kebahagiaan orang . tapi , hmmm :)
Hoyy pompuan , balik sembang ! haha xDD

scandle baru ; AFIQ NAJWAN <3

p/s ; tangan saya bakal elok . sukaaa :)

Hmmm , this is life . Been used , then throw like rubbish .
How could ? Hmph , the other one is , about love . stupid LOVE begin :)
If we have it , we played it like toy . dont know how to use it .
then when it was gone , we find it setengah nak mati . why laaaa .
and this story , about mine . simple as you understand :)

Keep smiling , im silly person . thats why im single . and i am fast
to tempted with titled " BOY " . in this case , i must keep the
sifat away lahhh . haha , apa punya ayat aku guna pun dah tak tahuu .
kalau dulu kat MGSKL , we fuck ayat rojak2 niy . but now ,
well , ayat rojak itu besttt . weckkkk ;Pp

ya ya ya , im seraching for a new boyfie . but , currently hard to accept
the other foreign guy into my life . im still wan the old . but its dream .
im was cheating on him . then muka tak malu nak pergi mintak balik ?
haha , tak apa lahhh , maruahhhhh ;)

A , W dan M . sorry for the rejected . we still new . less then one
week kenal , then want ask bout couple ? if you in front of me ,
panggggggggg ~ i slap your face then . think before you talk guyyy :)

Tomorrow school holiday . this wednesday got hari sukan .
hmm , seriously , i have no spirit for doing anything .
why ? since he was not in my heart anymore .
im a fucking fool to choose the wrong people . all my friend
was angry with me when im choosen the wrong guy . butt ,
my answer is " yeah , im fucking silly " :)

how many time i was hurt him . third or fourth i guess .
im not willing to still at heart that i was spoil his owner .
so , im gone into his life . lupakan saje lah playgirl niy oke :)
Since two days ago , my heart always said " youu , i minta maaf " .
again again and again . but reality , no one is hear that .
its my fault , its also my risk , then im away ...

p/s ; away , tangan berat , saya sayang tangan saya :)

Dua dua dah break . so now , im SINGLE person .
tak nak cerita banyak . takut nanti menangis .
kali niy nak pecah record , tak mahu nangis .
so , v tak ingat lansung memory kita weyy ,
bukan v benci nak ingat , tapi v tak mahu sedih .
sebab memory tu sweet sangat ;]

need boyfriend , searching boyfriend .
bip bip bip ~ xD

p/s ; sumpah sayang you lagii . dalam hati ;)

wake up early moring , ofcourse lah kan , school . heee .
papa late wake up . dalam hati aku cakap ;
" nak kejut ke tak nak haa ? if tak kejut , bole dapat cuti
free ohhh ! haha . "
intent is not achieved. I feel hard to go school. tengok muka
orang tersayang ! ecececeyhhhh , ayat akuuu xD

in mood nak stayback with rumah biru and hijau . saje menggedik.
ha-ha-ha *bak kata chie , gelak tak iklas xD
chie was received a bad news from someone . hmph .
me also shock . chiee , sabar okayyy ? aku faham perasaan kau .
hari niy , hari dia . nanti satu hari orang pula yang buat
dia macam tu . fikir tu jea okeyy ? :)

at school , many teachers said that form three this year , so bad . ops ,
too bad ! no cooperation between each other . marks so low ,
it is true ?ohh , my spirit become weak for the pmr .
ya , form three this year memang looks so down , nasib ;'(

yesterday hampir2 je nak ppprrraaapppp dengan itu gimOk .
adushhh , bukan apa , sakit hati . sakit hati sebab apa ? sebab jealous .
kenapa jealous ? sebab sayanggggggggggggg . iloveyou ler gimOk <3

p/s ; Chie ngan zanen masuk dikir barat wehhhhhhhhhhhh ! >.<"

MONDAY

monday .holidayyy ! yeahhh . haha . hari wilayah :)
mama Aila's said ; " Vie , ikut ibu keluar jalanjalan nakkk ? g mid .
kita tengok tengok barang , kak long tak ad , hehehe "
haha . jom jom . shopping sakan ler . we bought new chair bulu2 ! haha .
then the other things lahh . since Ekin goin teknik , parents buat aku like
a single-child at home . means , anak tunggal . haha , besssttt .
but , rimas sikit :)

Hmmm , jalani hari esok dengan tabah scha , you can :)

moderm dah dapat . yessss ! haha xD

" bestfriend are hard to find ,
hard to keep their secret away ,
hard to understand them ,
hard to makes their happy when their sad ,
hard to appreciate them ,
and and and hard to forget them when their
cheat on yourself , sure :) "

p/s ; memories are in area when you was gone , ex-boyfriend :')

29 January 2010

Stayback as usually with Chie . act , got another aimed for here .
Volleyball club played in the rain . heavy rain , its cool isnt ?
if im hear my heart , i want to join them . but , ya , im waiting for
him . janji nak datang . for sure , he was really asked me for come .
but , he was forgot his promised . hes not coming . ya , NOT COMING .
and im like pppffffttttt :)

Go back with chie . her father send me to my home .
thanks , and for sure , we was snapping few pictures :)
lets see it . exclusive , at the moment vie wearing tudung .


1 and 2 . this is by chie . candid , thanks :)
3 . badge tu i did it for her .
4. SMK Tman Yarl open hall , rahim is not there chie , haha :)
5. me and chie . ohhh , stocking mgskl :)

30 January 2010

yeah , night was long when im accepted him again straight to
my own life :) jealous with mama aila's iphone . suka ,
can online whenever that i want . hmmm , for sure ,
im still waiting for internet . bodoh punya TM ! -,-"

gimOkkk , iloveyouuu , imissyouuu <3

p/s ; you get him ? get your lost then ! im not expect 29 Jan 2010
is the last moment that we are titled ' FRIEND ' :')
*icanthandlethissorry

happy happy with mama Aila's handphone . hmmm , long
time im not hold sony ericsson hp . sedihhhhhhhhhh ;'(
pakai je lah hp bodohbodoh alam tuuuuuuuu .



** tak ada kirija ! haha . ap pink pink niyyy ?
haha , HOBI :)


** niy pula buku conteng yang diconteng secara kreatif oleh
Yanzlinda Natassya dan Citra Yulia . haha . actually ,
this time , me and her main surat menyurat , pas2 buku :)
even sebelah2 jea . haha , bingai ;P
click the pic for largest view . * black pen is me :)


** last , this is my room . badroom , privacy room .
pic yang kat atas katil tu still ada lagi :)
rinduuuu <3

malas tulis2 , so just post some pic for follower :)
sorry yeahh ,

p/s ; korang peluk2 kan ? betina sundal :)

I dont believe that i were in school on saturday ! shit .
actually , i dont want to go . but , examination was a round me .
science . gosh , im sure that i will get super- abuse from miss
Leong Yoke Peng . im sorry . please understand me , im form R .
Hmmmmmm , thats my stupid reason .

Got someone slip out before geografi paper last saturday .
Ohh , its too stupid damn damn like hell . *pppffftttttt
what are you doing niy weyyyyy ? how could be like this ?
how dare you ? you know right history between him and
your bestfriend ? hmmm , dengan aku aku sekali HOT .
yes , super HOT . i dont know why . do geografi paper
with muka ' sebeck ' ! herghhhhhhhhhhhh ,hey , your
topfriend make me SHIT ! babi bai babi /

Mathematics make me hold knife and poke myself !
hmmmm ,

p/s ; Jun <3

Fridayy , last school . the day that im waiting for ! huahuahua xD
rileckssssssss , esok cutii , can bangun lewad mehh . yesssss xD
story story . erm , mo ke ai , why everyday we must fight huh ?
whereas we dont have any relation pun . we fight about
the same thing was past . hmmmm , iloveyou le.




p/s ; thanks Chie . sayang kau lebeyyyy <3
gosip sampai stimmmm ! bahahaha xD

yesterday , 10 January 2010 , everything is over . yes OVER !
didnt have mood nak tengok Anugerah Juara Lagu tahuuu ? em
i dont know its come form who . you or me . if mine , im sorry sayang .
and if yours , im forgive you even its too cruel .
just i wan you to know , im willing to forgive you because
I LOVE YOU . yesss , you're SINGLE again . tell everyone laa !
Hmmmm , tak tahu lah how to pandang muka you dekat sekolah .
macam macam rasa ad laaaaa -,-

Rarely lepak with my old geng . laughing together is our memories .
yeahhh , sweet memories . but korang dah lain . tak sama macam
dulu . When pandang korang , aku rasa serba salah tahuuu ?
i didnt mean im proud cz dicampak kat class atas tuuu . tapiii ,
arhhh , pk sendiri lah . jangan lah bawak gaduh . bukan aku tak
tegur korang lansung . lupa kawan pun tak sama sekali .

Intervensi 1 is coming soon . pecah dah otak akuuu ! haha .
At class, touching2 with Chie about who we called "him" .
only we know what the fucker feeling kan chie kan ;')
SUDAH SUDAH SUDAH . lupakan -,-"

p/s ; GimOk , iloveyouuuuu <3

SUNDAY

Gaduh dengan budak tuuu . kata nyea .

" You niy asyik pentingkan bf you jeee . i niy sp ?
kalau ye ada bf pun , tak payah lah sampai tak nak
tegur kawan "

Hmmm , aku nak dengar cakap someone tu , tapi sidia niy pulak
cakap macamtu . rasa serba salah . dua dua sayang kott .
heshhh , jangan lah buat macam niy . dua2 aku pancung kanggg .
heishhh .

GIMOKK , i CHENTA you like hell ;)
BIYY , i SAYANG you gila babi ;)
SAYANG , i HEART you le ;)

Ni yang aku nak angin niyy ! kau nak play feeling aku
ke weyhhh ? erm , tengok comment lahhh ! jangan ask aku
apa2 . malas dah nak cakap ngan kau !
*Tukar display name you boleh ? sakit mata lah baca -,-"


p/s ; aku bukan Nabilah Md Yusuf , bukan Wan Sabrina Wan Johary ,
dan aku juga bukan Rozelinda Nashrikin . faham okayyy ?
Chie , aku mintak maaf :'(

PSSTTT

school first . try for accept that class , yes .
im always TRIED okayyy ? if i cant , so what im supposed
to do then right ? ermmm , day after day , bersabar .
nanti mesti suka punyaaaaa :)

Ohh send your regard to your ex haaa ? wah , you think
im deaf or what ? Ergghh , lantak you lahhh .
their lookin on you isnt . whatevermotherfucka -,-"

Sports day . take part in the long jump event .
better im take a part in the jump event than
mauk perbarisan ! lightening the skin only. haha xD

Ohhh , listen here . i miss my GIMOK a lot mehhhh !
trrr , lama lagi nak jumpa pun entah bila . im busy
with homework and study , also blablabla .
heyy awakk , dengar takkk ? saya rindu awakk niy !
macam mana macam mana ? xDD

Erm , tryin to help miera comelcomel to make
a layout using her pic . alaaa , comel jeee !
haha . agak pecah lah kepala otak to find the
code back , errrrrr ;)

p/s ; you are mine , so ? think it okay ? thanks ;)